Lost

We are lost. Super smart superachievers become doctors lawyers and engineers because they know not what to do. THey are forced to enter the science stream. THe point is that we learn Bio Chem and Physics late that we have no time to get used to it. THat is why many suck at those. If we learnt them at 23 like in the Us, we would know it is or is not for us. We would know which mature subjects we are ultimately suited for.
I thought at one time I should be an author. I felt repressed as I knew little about science. I was 15 then. Only at Form 4 I began to appreciate the sciences.

THe best class is the worst, says my rebellious friend.
"It's evil," I explain.
"Don't degarde the name of evil," says my friend.

So what is evil? My friend loves Dracula and worships evil. I talk of blasting people with a waterpistol filled with concentrated nitric acid .

Is literature a science or art? Creative people are not necessarily good at lit. I know someone who can write stories but cannot complete lit essays. On the other hand, I am notorious for writin superlong essays but unable to express my words in a novel.
Is literature realted to biochemistry? I know a good writer who does the Life Sciences. I know the top lit srudents last year intends to do Biochemistry. I myself a lit student will do biochemistry.
Strange isn't it? then lit is a science. but why not physics? I suppose physcis is too mathematical whereas Chem and Bio is a WHOLE NEW WORLD. As a child I was most fascinated by chenical reactions. when I first learnt science it was mainly biology and not so mysterious.

We are still lost. no one knows what to do. I think very few people really want a career esp. those girls in my school. THey are pessured by society and circumstances to be career humans.

Now let us discuss why there are alrmingly few guys in the Science stream. Guys are really more scientifically minded. They can understand better. But those girls score well.

THe point is that eveyone eats too much meat and conducts too muc h intercourse. New scientist states that low levels of testosterone increases the chances of producing offspring who are scientific and potential engineers. I diisapprove of vegetarianism. but we must eat moderately. As a minor amateur scientist I DO care about the state of unscientific thought. Why does tech advance if few study the sciences? Because now only the true lovers of science study it in uni. Less competition hence more time to speculate invent etc. The best venture into this field. In te uK they pay scientists poorly. Even the salaries in New Scienist ads do not amount to more than 3000 pounds a month. I must be a martyr. I thought I was an artist but I am a man of science.
I study the science of literature.
Eating meat and screwing around is a typically human trait. Scientific ability is not - it is an evolution. It is not a part of the original species. For physical survival the former is performed. THat is why science is not popular as we all strive to become animals. Yes, AMIMALS. Is thi snot a rat race? I shall be wearing a gorilla costume to my friends Halloween party to prove that I am not a hypocrite and admit my animal characteristics.

emotionally we are lost. Are we all unconcscious homosexuals? I am rather inclined to think so. A schoolmate informed me that she pretended to be a Japanese man and several girls asked to be her friend on Friendster. If I pretend to be a woman, would my account by bombarded by men? I wrote a story about this. We appreciate certain things in the opposire gender that they d onot possess but we do. A girl understands what other girls feel. Hence we appreciate our own qualities in the other person who is pretending to be of the opposite gender. So we are really homosexual. People hve boyfriends and girlfriends due to pheronemones and survival. We are mentally and emotionally attracted to one of the same gender.

An impersonal friendship is beautiful. It hurts no one. And you probably learn a lot of things from this friend. Emotions are animalistic hence they are so common. But if we destroy emtion how would we spread propaganda?